I used to want to be featured on Hardcore Street Photography. Not sure if you’re familiar with it – it’s a Flickr group where people submit photos. Then an anonymous group of folks decides which ones make the cut. Any that are deemed to be a combination of “hardcore” and “street” then get accepted. I’ve submitted a few of my favorites but they never made it.

I used to get angry at the fact. I mean, honestly, some of the photos that do get accepted are awful. Of course there is some really great work as well, but it doesn’t seem consistent.

After some time I realized, I just don’t give a hoot. This is probably a natural reaction to things that at first make me angry. I cease to give the perturbation any power. Why should I really care if Hardcore Street Photography will feature my photos?

I feel the same way about this blog now-a-days. I want you to like it and it to reach millions of folks. It won’t. But who cares? This is about me and my own meditation.

This is what photography should be. It should be an exercise in solitude. A meditation with you and the world. Take any of the best street photographers (or photographers in general) and just look at the way they photograph. They could give a damn about their audience.

So, while I do love you and think highly of you (you amorphous blob of readers), I need to forget you. And you should forget me, at least for awhile :-).

Hey Gang -

Happiest of Holidays to you and yours.

Your humble narrator here, just checking in. A couple of things on the agenda:

All I wanted for Christmas was my two front teeth (and a pinhole 4×5 camera).

Every Christmas for the past three years, I’ve only cared about one thing: film cameras and photography. Last year my brother bought me my Nikon F3 :-). For my anniversary gift this year, my wife gave me a Rolleiflex 3.5. I am in love with these cameras. And even though I won’t stop shooting with them, I can’t get enough and want more.

I’ve been shooting with medium format very consistently for about two years now. And they’ve been getting bigger. I started with 6×6, then got very intimate with 6×7 (I still love that aspect ratio, maybe even more than 2×3) and now am shooting a lot of 6×9 with my Fuji. And oh boy do I love the Fuji. It’s almost a perfect camera.

I think though, it’s time to bring on the big guns. Hence the request for a large format pinhole camera to start with (and keep the costs down). Developing, scanning and all of that, will be tougher. But worth it!

My wife and I are traveling to India and Sri Lanka.

We decided it would be a good time to get away from it all in NYC and travel for a couple of weeks. I will certainly have my Fuji GW690 in hand, filled to the brim with Kodak Portra 220.

On a side note – I went this route when I went to Burning Man. I hate taking the time to change rolls. And 6×9 is so cumbersome when a 120 roll only gives you 8 shots. The 220 suits me really well and luckily for me, I found some good deals on 220 on craigslist.

I just can’t wait to sink my teeth into street photography in Mumbai, Kochi, and Southern Sri Lanka…

Wherever the Holiday season takes you, enjoy it to its fullest!


Disclaimer: This has nothing to do with photography, which is what my blog is normally about. But I found it so odd, I wanted to write about it and had no other real venue.

For those not aware, Fallout 4 is probably one of the most hotly anticipated video games of all times. Get this – it hasn’t really been announced yet, but run a google search for “Fallout 4″ and you’ll find at least two to three new articles written daily about it. How is that possible? There’s nothing to write about!

Ok, sure, there was a leak of some documents months ago which gave the setting – Boston. But that was really it for the cold hard facts. How can writers keep up all this speculation? It gets even weirder when you start looking at the websites posting this stuff

Below is a non-exhaustive list of websites that have posted about the speculative release of Fallout 4:

  • KDrama Stars – This is a website devoted to stupid drama news about Korean Celebrities. Here’s the Fallout article next to links to articles entitled “Did Yoon Eun Hye Gain Weight?”
  • Christian Today – A newspaper devoted to those devotees of Christ. Really? I suppose the article is in the “Entertainment” section. But this Fallout can be blasphemous/lewd and doesn’t seem to evoke thoughts of cherubs.
  • Hallels.com – Another Christian Newspaper. This is on the about page: “Hallel is a chant of praise consisting of Psalms 113 through 118 from the Old Testament, used during various biblical festivals and holidays including Passover.”
  • Christian Post – You can guess what this one’s about.
  • Ecumenical News – This news is really ecumenical.
  • Kpopstarz.com – Yep. Another Korean Celebrity one. WTF?
  • Tehran Chronicle – Glad we are getting away from Korea and Christianity here. But pretty damned odd. I checked if previous Fallout games were banned from sale in Iran and only found that the United Arab Emirates banned it, which is funny, because…
  • Canal Noticias – A spanish website based in the UAE… what? Spanish and UAE to my ears go together like oil and vinegar. I Google translated their about page “In recent months News Channel has focused on providing unique and original news from the United Arab Emirates, Saudi Arabia, Bahrain , Iraq and the Middle East. The lack of Spanish news sites in the region has resulted in a low number of news articles in Spanish about current events in the Middle East. Right now the main goal of the team behind News Channel, is poorly reported stories covering the Middle East.” Well, there obviously isn’t enough good news in the Middle East, so let’s write an article about a video game that doesn’t exist.
  • Lastly, MotoringCrunch.com – the tag line says it all: “Car news for Asia”.

Of course, there are many gaming* websites that have posted about Fallout 4. But I would expect that. I wouldn’t expect the above websites to give two hoots about Fallout 4. So why is this happening? And why are Christians so in love with Fallout 4? My guess? Clicks.


I really don’t shoot 35mm street anymore. But I did shoot some, not too long ago. This is the fruit of some of that labor. The best 3 I have from the roll.

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